I read three sentences from my last post and in May. I was grieving and reconstructing my infrastructure, re-evaluating my values and digging deep inside to find myself - different than where I am today. Today, January 10th, I realize that my life has turned full circle. I am a San Francisco business owner. I sell affordable one of a kind thrift and vintage clothes for men and women and curate events in my space. I do everything that I love in my store and share it with everyone that walks through my doors. And I meet amazing people everyday. I am livid, completely blessed and so grateful to have the opportunities that I have. The energy I suppressed inside is now exerted in everything that I do, EVERYTHING. I love my life have worked so hard to find focus.
I haven't danced or exercised since August. I ran Lake Merrit yesterday #changingit
I haven't sang for fun in a long time. I sang tonight in the store #changingit
I have a complex when it comes to relationships and allowing people to love me. And Sunday, I realized that I have to be honest with myself in order to grow and like the person that I am. I can't run from love or deny my feelings. I have to be honest with myself first. So I'm mending wounds that I've swept under the rug and dealing with myself and the things I need to address. #changingit
