- pay phone bill
- pay off tempurpedic bed on layaway
- make invitations for dinner date
- complete application
- laundry
- maintain/update STEPH's Closet big cartel website
- find CLUB to throw party on 3/13
- buy a MIC @ guitar center
- buy a laptop
- write a song
- practice/record Lloyd's hook
- record YouTube video
- go to Genious Bar to see if a genious could restore my G4
- call Therese
- find an apartment
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
Strength
Today I find the strength to get thru the day, to feel thru my feelings, to get by with the thoughts in my mind. Today I pray for the strength to help myself find peace, content, and awareness of my life's current reality. Today I sit with myself. Today I comfort myself. Today I hold on to hope. Today I slowly learn, slowly feel, and slowly face my fears. Today I get in touch with my soul. Today I open up wounds. Today I get closer to healing. Today I face it all. Today I let myself be me.
Today will help me with tomorrow. Today will help me find me.
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Today will help me with tomorrow. Today will help me find me.
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Go getter- I do it for love
I will go after what I want and take risks. I have nothing to loose, nothing holding me or stopping me from moving forward.
I want to sell Vintage Clothes on the world wide web. I want to style, be a stylist. I want to sing, perform live, and do shows - I want to Sing. I want to write. I want to grow as a performer. I want to dance and challenge my body. I want to find happiness in the things that I do and love.
I'm going to go and be a go getter. And I will find LOVE in myself.
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I want to sell Vintage Clothes on the world wide web. I want to style, be a stylist. I want to sing, perform live, and do shows - I want to Sing. I want to write. I want to grow as a performer. I want to dance and challenge my body. I want to find happiness in the things that I do and love.
I'm going to go and be a go getter. And I will find LOVE in myself.
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Thank you 2009
2009 was and is, still, the hardest year of my life.
I lost so many things, I'm surprised I'm even sane. I lost my routine life. I lost my sense of self at one point. I lost my mind. I lost happiness. I lost a best friend. I lost love. I lost money. I lost people I love. I lost relationships I cherished. I lost my apartment. I lost my job. I thought I lost it all.
There were times I experienced pain I never knew existed: pain that cut my flesh into my veins deep thru my bones, nights I cried myself to sleep, and umbearable sadness that derived from my pit. There were times I wanted to give up and loose all hope of getting better. To be truthful, my soul hasn't been the same since. There's still pieces I need to find to put myself in place. I'll be constantly working at that.
But miracles happen around me everyday. I'm surrounded by angels that help me in my life - guardians, guides, messages, signs that keep me moving, growing, and loving. And I'm thankful and grateful to learn about myself, the life I live, and the universe I'm in. I'm fortunate to have the support and energy I surround myself with. I feel untouchable andante certain to achieve my dreams. I'm amazed.
You loose things to make more room for other things - Different things, new things. And I'm thankful for 2009 because I've learned this.
I'm in touch with myself more than ever and I'm ready to share myself with the world.
Thank you 2009
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I lost so many things, I'm surprised I'm even sane. I lost my routine life. I lost my sense of self at one point. I lost my mind. I lost happiness. I lost a best friend. I lost love. I lost money. I lost people I love. I lost relationships I cherished. I lost my apartment. I lost my job. I thought I lost it all.
There were times I experienced pain I never knew existed: pain that cut my flesh into my veins deep thru my bones, nights I cried myself to sleep, and umbearable sadness that derived from my pit. There were times I wanted to give up and loose all hope of getting better. To be truthful, my soul hasn't been the same since. There's still pieces I need to find to put myself in place. I'll be constantly working at that.
But miracles happen around me everyday. I'm surrounded by angels that help me in my life - guardians, guides, messages, signs that keep me moving, growing, and loving. And I'm thankful and grateful to learn about myself, the life I live, and the universe I'm in. I'm fortunate to have the support and energy I surround myself with. I feel untouchable andante certain to achieve my dreams. I'm amazed.
You loose things to make more room for other things - Different things, new things. And I'm thankful for 2009 because I've learned this.
I'm in touch with myself more than ever and I'm ready to share myself with the world.
Thank you 2009
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Something NEW
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Working and Dancing - Typical WEDNESDAY
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